I wish someone would make me a list of all the things I’m supposed to already know.
Someone didn’t send me the list.
Everybody else seems to know the right answer when people ask simple questions like
"how are you", you know? And they know how to explain it in an effective and concise way.
God, what I would give to be concise.
Or then, when people ask difficult questions, but the answer is supposed to be simple somehow, like "how do you feel" or "what do you mean"?
They actually know how to answer ridiculous questions like that.
And then, these people with the list, lets say they meet a person and decide it's a special kind of person. They know the way that they’re supposed to feel in a situation like that,
and what they’re supposed to do about those feelings.
To tell or not tell or how to tell.
And then, if that special kind of person decides to leave or say "no thanks" or just say nothing at all ever again; they know, from the list I guess, that they’re supposed to do certain things,
And then they know how to just let it go, I guess.
And if, you know, they decide sometime that they love someone, they actually know what that's supposed to feel like and what that means, and those people.. all those other people..
They know what they want.
Maybe it wasn’t a list actually. Maybe they were just born knowing. Some born knowing and some learning and then some, like me, born not knowing and then not learning.
Just making a lot of mistakes of things that I think I was supposed to already know.
People don't really forgive for things you were supposed to already know. If I don't know how to cross the road, then you know, that's just tough shit. I'm gonna get wrecked on the highway.
And everyone will watch and say, "Why'd she do it like that?"
But what can a person say when they don’t know? They just don’t know. I think its the worst thing ever, to have a bunch of feelings and situations and to have no idea what you're supposed to do with any of it;
Every move you make is like walking out onto the freeway.
So, for all the people that don’t know what to do, they just do nothing.
And I’m pretty sure if I had the list it would say,
"Doing nothing is the worst thing that you can do."
So, I decided to start my own list.
This is what I've got so far:
1. Stop and look both ways.
2. The feelings don't go away.
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